New dawn. New day. New life.

Around this time last year I expected alot of change and negativity from 2009...and I was right.

But for some reason, I have a good feeling about 2010.

No worry. No fear.

Theres no place I'd rather be,
then on my surfboard out at sea.
Lingering in the ocean blue..
If I could have one wish come true,
I'd surf till the sun sets beyond the horizon.

Sweet disposition

Wish you were here

I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
Strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment I am happy...happy

I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles a back lit canopy
With holes punched in it
I'm counting UFOs
I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment I am happy...happy

The world's a roller coaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
But my hands are busy in the air saying:

I wish you were here

(incubus)

Hakuna Matata

Year One

Hmmmm......this will be random.

Well its almost been a year since I started this blog aye.

Winter is almost coming to an end, thank god fahh. Its probably been the worse f*cking winter no lie. But at the same time this year is going by pretty fast...actually its going by too fast. Maybe thats a good thing, get this year over and done with?!? Argh

Funny, my new years resolution this year was to stay out of peoples problems..and man did that FAIL. BADLY. F*CK! I've written in an earlier blog that winter is always full of shit because of the bullshit that happens in that season. But usually it'd be MY problem, and this year I sorta got caught in the crossfire of other peoples wars...dozens of em. And as stated in that blog you learn and move on. Cliche thing to say yeah? Well f*ck you. That cliche enough for you?

Anyway, every year I tend to make enemies, lose mates, etc...then comes summer. That blissfull season, you just forget all of that. But......what about for THIS summer to come? Winter has been problematic yet different, (THEY PUT COLD THINGS IN MY BUTT! BUTT BUTT!) will summer be different too? Hawaii should be good though.

But yes, ALOT has changed. *puts Keanes song on* but I cant complain, every tragedy leads to something good. No matter how bad it is, just gotta change your perspective on these things. Fucking hard though....(i still procrastinate hardout though, hence this blog)

The questions left unanswerd. The answers so ambiguous. The dreams that leave you pondering. The lies that get you G'd up. The truth that hits you.

The questions that you refuse to ask. The answers you dont want to focus on. The dreams that fill your desires for a moment. The lies that you should walk away from. The truth that sets you free.

At the moment, my thoughts are everywhere. If I had a map of my head, you'd have to translate it to english (reference from Incubus) because alsjfasjfmldfklsajflnsnsfmladkmfmlsnfdm,an.

Who would have thought we'd be here? Man alot can happen in one year........

Pretty scary when it goes quick too.

Slow. The. Fuck. Down. Please?

Peace. Love. And all the above.

Radiohead

These guys are too bloody good.